Goodbye Speaks Milady(and she means it)

I ball my fingers into fists
Dig my nails into my palms
Pound my knuckles on my mattress
I plead to go back in time
Rewind to before we both had regrets
You want to turn back the clock
Fix your mistakes
That ended us
And what we could be
I wish with a bleeding heart you could have chosen me
And been true to me
And could be
Hitting the sheet under the blankets with such might
Crying under the covers
Letting out sops into my billow
This is what you did to me
The noise of my screams choking me
Choking on my sops
The pain holding me
The goodbye slaughtering me
You did this to me
I say to myself
As I cry late into the night
Pain bolting into me deep
Stabbing through my heart
An overwhelming ache
And unbearable lose
Tears stream down my face
How cold has become your embrace
As you reach your hand out to me
Receiving is calling
But this time I can't take it
My red eyes illustrate my hate
As your betrayal
The knife in my back
And daggers through my heart
Stuffy nose loudens the weeping
My heart is screaming
In utter distress
Disappointments rain down
The storm of letdowns
Destroy my house
Tonight I had to walk out
Until you learn about love
And what being true is about