Abandonment

*sigh*...A head shaking
Eyes down cast.
Blurred images like lookin' through
a water glass you can't see past.

They say your crazy.
They say you gone.
I say this is what they've done.
In their plan you were just a pawn.

Memory lane...dark and dreary.
Emotions...bottled up and sealed inside.
So tightly locked up that you gave up
on them and set them aside.

Glad, mad, happy, sad
No longer exist to you.
Satisfaction and disappointment are
gone from you, too.

But pain and loneliness lives
and thrives in a broken soul.
Pain that turns to joy.
Loneliness that turns to wealth in numbers.

Sick twisted cruelty changed a good person.
Mental emotional torture is what was dealt
for the crimes of a heart that
now have many, many a'welt.