2nd November 2008

The 2nd of November 2008 will always stick out in my mind
Because that is the exact day to which I wish I could rewind.
I would change everything starting from when I invited you round
Saving myself from the millions of tears in which I nearly drowned.

I would make sure there was never a first or last kiss
Then I could have avoided falling into your hearts dark abyss
I have gained nothing from allowing you into my life, yet I lost so much
I wish that I had walked away before our lips were ever to touch.

I wish I had left my last relationship for my own reasons and not for you
Oh, how different things would be if I known what you would do
I have made some seriously stupid decisions before, but you rank high
If only I could foretell that every word out of your mouth would be a lie

People are dispensable to you, you feel no shame for the damage that you inflict
If your plan was to fool me with fantasies and lies, then I admit you had me tricked
From the bottom of my broken heart I can now say that I do not want you anymore
It may have been you who walked away but its me who is slamming the door.