Perhaps Broken

I'm saddened by the tragedy I can become
I'm weak and quite undone
Of the decisions and intentions that can ensue
If lust dictates my do

I'm a casualty amidst the two
Amid my love who seems so true
And an affair that can emerge
If lust and love diverge

I fight constantly this hostility
As my strength falls to fragility
If desires weaken my boundaries
I can be caught in this quandary

So I'm at war not only between two
But all the decisions that weigh me through
If doubt governs me whole
It perhaps can break my soul