Man enough

But damn it’s so sad-
I almost thought we could fix it.
I had such high hopes;
I was rooting for us.
My friends were rooting for us.
My dad was rooting for us.
But you can’t figure out what you want
and I won’t wait forever-
I already have someone who knows exactly what he wants and I am it;
I should be putting him first.
My heart always did get in the way of my head
and I feel so stupid-
I really thought you would fight for me.
I thought you would kick and scream
and flail and argue-
That you would tell me that I’m yours and
it’s no other way.
That you don’t want me with anyone else because
YOU love ME.
But what’s really sad-
Is that I almost thought you were man enough
to do all that.
But you never were.