Last Battle

echoes of your beautiful voice everywhere I go
those hazel eyes stained in the back of my mind

our memories haunt me and they taunt me
live deep in the shadows of my heart

so many things I wish I could change
all I wanted was to take away your pain

when you died I begged for my heart to stop
couldn't even fathom what just happened

I felt betrayed by everyone, including myself
you deserved much more than what you got

I'll never forgive myself for letting you down
all of my life you had managed to protect me

shielded me with your warmth and love
I tried so hard to do the same for you

daggers were coming from everywhere
Started to feel myself becoming weak

that's when they snuck up behind us
I knew at that moment we had lost the battle

Will never forget the look of defeat on our faces
we had both finally gave up and surrendered

Forever my hardest goodbye I'll ever have
the worst pain that I will ever feel

I know your love lingers inside in my heart
as if you have never really left my side

everywhere I go I imagine you're with me
just waiting for the day we get to be together again