This one makes me sad..

Cut, slash, in so deep
The blood slowly starts to seep
The pain releases, now it's gone
But it will be back soon, before dawn

Can people see through the grin?
Cutting so much is my deepest sin
I can barely see through the tears
How can i live throughout the year?

I lie about the pain inside
In front of others, my smile will never hide

I feel so bad
If anyone ever reads this, they will feel sad
Why can't i be happy? It makes me so mad!!

I ask my friends,"Hey can i stay at your place?"
I never want to be home
Sad, angry, being all alone

Will i ever be good enough?
How will i stay tough?

(i made this one once upon a time when i was depressed rate please)