Secret love... Secret lie...

I dropped my heart
Made it shatter
Do you care?
Does it matter??
Pierced by lies
Of my creations
Bloated by dreams
And dumb expectations
You don't know the me
That's trapped inside
Days after days
My feelings I hide
I am sick of this shit
I am sick of this life
The unrevealing love
Cuts like a knife
Hidden sighs
Silent cries
Lonely tears
Never dries
Will there ever be
A "you and I"??
"Oh certainly I am sure"
As I continued my lie