Hating Me For Me.

My head.. it aches
Cold.. I'm so cold
Worthless and alone
Is what I'm told

My arms are numb
The cuts went deep
I try to hold on
And go to sleep

When will I give in?
To a world so cold
All these feelings
I will always hold

This different feeling
Won't seem to go away
I pray to you,.. God
Almost everyday.

I'm willing to give up
My purpose isn't here
All my life I lived
From everything I feared

I do need help
But cannot find a way
To tell someone
I should be here today

But there's just something
I couldn't help from me
So I breathe my last breath
As I was never meant to be.