Like Before

My life is falling apart but not like you care
I always thought you would be the one who was always there
I realize your job is starting to get in the way
And I wonder do you think of me everyday

Like I do you
You know there's not a day I don’t think of you, you know its true
I sit in school and wonder if your ok
and wonder what you might be up to today

I always come home hoping that you might call
But my heart is broken once more when I don’t hear from you at all
I just want to hear your voice on the other line
I just want when your online to see you say Hi

I know your busy and you don’t have a lot of time
But why cant you just say hi
I wish things would go back to the way they were before
When we would talk all day and not want to get offline to do our chores

But then me having to go to school and now your job are keeping us apart
We barely talk and I miss you with all my heart
I always find a way to make time for you
Will you make time for me too?

You can stay home from work and I'll stay home from school
And we'll talk all day like we did before wouldn’t that be so cool
I just want everything to be like it was before
But maybe that is too much to ask for

Are we still friends or do you no longer care
Are you going to keep your promise to always be there
I believed you at first but now I'm not so sure
I'm scared that you are going to walk out that door

Hun I really miss you
Please tell me you miss me too
Please reach out and make our friendship work
Please I'm begging you get in touch before I got berserk

For now I'll keep wishing everything will go back to normal
And you'll call me when you get home
And that I'll no longer feel all alone

By: Kacie Koch