Just One More Day...

Every morning I awake with just one goal to reach
To just make it through six hours
And find a way to set this pain at ease.
Whether it be crying my eyes out
Or taking a few pills.
Filling a million pages in a dairy
Or eating till I’m ill.
The effect people’s words have on you
They just don’t understand.
Especially when you least expect it
To come from your best friend.
I appreciate the honesty
But at times it’s a little hard to swallow.
Especially when it leaves my heart a mess
And makes me dread tomorrow.
No one understands the pain that I endure
And what I would give to make it go away.
To just end it all
And never go beyond today.
But that isn’t my decision
When Fate has never really been my friend.
But why would God let anyone endure so much
And never make it end?
Every night I go to sleep
With just one goal in mind.
To just make it through one more day of pain,
And maybe then Heaven will be mine.

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