The Greatest Thing

Dedicated to Chris Bright

When i first met you that day in class,
i never expected for you to be the person you was.
i expected this player, this druggie, this ass
but that same person turned into the one i loved,
the one person i would do anything for,
my guardian angel and my best friend...
i could never love anyone more
or love anyone like i love you again.
you have took up every empty space
that lies deep within my heart...
i hated this hell of a place
but you came and stiched up what was tore apart.
you are that missing piece of my puzzle that i could not find,
i was about to give up in everything and then you came...
the one person that looked deep within me and understood my mind
and left me to never again be the same.
i have this better understanding of people and life
that i never knew existed before you came in.
i want so bad to be with you because of the happy tears you've made me cry
but i must admit i am scared to lose my best friend.
i trust you with all of my love, i dont believe you would hurt me
but its myself, i do not, because everytime someone gets too close, i push away
and i don't want to become just like that "b***h" Brittany
and i want our friendship forever to stay.
you are the person i run to when things get rough
and you are who i can talk to about cuts and suicide
because you are the only one who's emotionally that tough
and other than you, i won't let anyone else see me cry.
i have become so afraid that i would fu(k up
and who would either of us run to?
we are each others angels from above
and no one understands me like you do and i do you.
I love you so entirely much but my fears control me,
i want and need you in my life so bad
but in what way, I've yet to see,
all i know is i don't want to fu(k up the greatest thing i have ever had.

*if anyone could please give me advice on what to do...i have been in love with Chris for sometime and he loves me the exact same but we are also best friends...i have never had a real bf and hes never had someone care about him like i do and he knows that...please give me your advice...its very appreciated. thanks a lot.