It cant be me

With one slash of a knife
I've taken a life
this seems wrong
but feel so right
you sinful devils
deserve to die
but is this me?
i cry and cry
i would not do this
it cant be real
i couldn't hurt a fly
but take a life
it cant be me
this is not right
this must be a dream
that must be true
soon ill awake and see you
you'll be alive safe and well
and ill be innocent
but i can tell
this is no dream
as i found out
by stabbing me
in a dream i feel no pain
but i scream
as the knife pierces my skin
this is no dream
it must be real
Ive been mean
but what to do?
ill run away
and never be heard from
but its too late
i see the light
Ive taken not one
but two lives
oh well
now my consents is clear
now i can rest
no matter where
I'm happy now
i just don't care

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