Suicide poem

My life is so messed up
i don't know what to do
no one understands me
so don't pretend too
they all tell me to stop
to think before i act
well guess what
I'm done with thinking
and thats a truthful fact
life's not worth the pain
maybe when I'm dead
you'll finally drop your game
its not all in my head
so in my suicide note
ill give you one big mention
so you know some of its your fault
that you helped my depression
please just let my friends know
i truly do care
it wasn't their fault i did this
I'm sorry i will no longer be there
I'm sorry i kept it secret
I'm sorry i never told
I'm sorry you knew nothing
before i wrote this poem
I'm sorry for when i got mad
I'm sorry for when i was mean
please don't be sad
Ive finally come clean
please don't forget me
i wont forget you
please don't hate me for this
i didn't want to hurt you
please don't be upset
please just let me go
at least you'll know
I'll be out of my pain and misery
ill be happy where ever i go
where that is
I'll soon know

*hey I'm not really suicidal and i don't cut myself as every one keeps asking but yeah this poem is not directed at anyone but i am a little bit depressed thats all that for reading please vote and comment*