I'm the only one in love

I waste my time on him i know,
with him the time around me moves too slow,
he says I love you, then takes it back,
my face is hit with a verbal smack,
sometimes he's dull, doesn't speak,
I try to talk, I tire..., eventually i grow too weak,
Sometimes, though I hate to say it,
I think I'm the only one in love...

Times like these, they make me sad,
but then he does everything to make me glad,
he says he loves me, it sounds real,
starts to talk, ask me how I! feel,
he appears to care, seems to know,
all my thoughts and fears, though I thought they didn't show,

but soon I realize this 'new man' who acts as if he loves me is just a disguise,
the wool had yet again been pulled over my eyes,
Sometimes, though I hate to say it,
I think I'm the only one in love...