First Time

Take a walk,
Though my mind,
See the darkness,
That lies inside,

The people talk,
As I find,
The one I loved,
Is being so unkind,

What should I do?
What should I say?
To stop this pain,
That I feel each day,

I stand there crying,
While he laughs,
My soul is dying,
As I am torn in half,

This is it,
This is the end,
As I sit,
I know it won't mend,

My life’s put to a stop,
With a sudden slash,
As I’m am now sent to the top,
Without even having a first pash.

© Samantha Jayne Reed
Wrote on July 22nd, 2004