Suddenly Fall

Tonight will be the first,
The first time I use a knife,
To slit my wrists,
And help ease my life,

Everyone will be safely tucked in,
As I go to the draw,
Pull out a sliver blade,
My wrists shall soon be torn,

Never in my wildest dreams,
Did I think it would come to this,
Sneaking around at night,
Just for some relief,

I just hope I don't go to deep,
And end it all,
Because that’s not what I want,
To suddenly fall.

© Samantha Jayne Reed
Wrote on October 27th, 2004