DISTORTED FEELINGS

Keeping hatred inside my heart
as it is burning in flame
crushing my emotions
turning it to blame

hatred is committing spiritual suicide
tendencies i have longed for in years
love will no longer matter
for it has been gone and banished

this heart no longer recognizes fear
only hate, hurt and pain
tears don't ever flow
dried it has become

grief is all i feel
hatred is what makes it grow
the pain longing for more
until i go totally numb

no one will ever hurt me
no one will ever make me cry
i have turned into something
something i won't deny

sadness has poured into me
depression is what i keep
anger forcing itself in
i no longer feel the pain

hate flows inside of me
as i lay still
feeling its energy circulate
controlling my mind

my heart does not respond
i have no more feelings
love has been erased
sympathy no longer works

in pain, i will no longer be
depressed, i definitely won't be
full of hate is what i am now
cursing you will be my motive

until all the curses i chant
all come true
i will not stop until it kills you
to hell with you and
all the ones out there who are just like you