My Problem

I have a problem
That I can’t get through
I love my boyfriend
But I still love you

You broke my heart
And left my crying
So I went back to him
Instead of trying

I hid all my feelings
And dried my tears
But inside I cried
Where no one could hear

To everyone else
You’re out of my mind
But when I sleep I dream
Of you by my side

I thought it was over
Because you were gone
But every night I listen
To our ‘old’ love song

I need to get a grip
And start my new life
But I can’t do that knowing
I was going to be your wife

I’m completely confused
I don’t know what to do
I can’t think straight anymore
I can’t live without you

So there’s my problem
If anyone can help
But I doubt anyone could
If I can’t do it myself