Drowning

To hell with this
I don't care
Try and save me
If you dare
Dare to look deeper
Dare to see
All of the sorrow
Within me
My lips are sealed
There are things I won't say
And it all piles up
Day by day
Behind my eyes
I hold back tears
Through all of the hatred
Of these sixteen years
Behind my smile
Lies a frown
And all you see
Is really upside down
Still I go on faking
Just watch me drown

This is just one of those where I sat down and poured out my feelings...like all my other poems...but ok I know it sux feel free to say so