A million tears

by ..::Angel of your darkness::..   Feb 24, 2005

Ive cried a million tears in front of you
But never once have you seen
Ive died a hundred deaths in your arms
But you always thought I was in a dream

You know my feelings are wounded
But do you never question why
I don’t think you’d even notice
If I where to now die

But the truth is you see
I’ve been dying a little bit each day
Another piece of my life, my soul
Disappearing and fading away

Soon I won’t be here anymore
But you won’t know when I’m gone
And I wonder if you’ll ever regret
For never asking what was wrong

Will you suddenly remember?
All the pain you’ve seen me in
will you remember seeing words
Engraved deep into my skin

Will you remember the nights?
Where I sat alone in the dark
Will you remember the burns?
Caused by the slightest spark

Or have you always known my pain
And always seen the scars
Did you just not care?
Or did I stay away too far

Have I hidden all this time?
Never told you what Ive felt
Is it my own fault?
That Ive let my soul melt

But dose it even matter now
Have I drifted to far away?
But I don’t want to leave just yet
With you I want to stay

I know sometimes I may not show it
Just what’s going on deep down inside
But right now it’s your love
Which will only keep me alive

So please love and save me
I really don’t want to die
It’ll be ok as long as you remember
To notice the next time I cry

Because it only takes one time
Not to notice a tear
Or to look over a new wound
Or even to not see I’m in fear

So the next time you miss it
Remember it could be your last chance
To see what’s right in front of you
It only takes a second glance


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Latest Comments

  • 18 years ago

    by TORN

    i like this one alot

  • 19 years ago

    by Just Me

    WOW!!! you out did yourself with this poem!!! i wish i were as good of a poet as u but jealousy is not wat i feel in fact i dont know wat i feel

  • 19 years ago

    by Brittney

    very good! keep up the good work! thanks alot for the qoute u put on my comment i should really take it in to consideration but for some reason my life just isn't the same with out him even thou he has put me in so much pain. Always believe in love and trust in God! xoxoxo keep up the good work hun!

  • 19 years ago

    by Lecrissa

    I realy like the feeling reading this poem gave me. Not quite sad not quite angry. good work

  • 19 years ago

    by Robert

    I really really loved this but the buts are killing me in this. The structure of the sentences was hard to follow with the wording but it was good. if you just took abit more time to refine it this would be really well done. Ok i said it sorry if I am butt. Take care just revise please your almost there

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