Shouldn't Have Stayed Quiet

I should have told him what was not right.
Why each night my insides cried.
Love had came to me with a light.
And I had let it pass me by.

Foolish I was to turn my back on love…
Questioning myself if he was the one.
Wasting time wondering if he was my dove.
Losing the one thing I was dreaming of.

Never had anyone who showed they cared.
I had always felt neglected in darkness fear.
Someway somehow I always felt scared.
And for keeping quiet now he is no longer here.

For that I do not think I will get another chance.
To love and be loved holding someone else’s hand.
But I hope that one day that that someone will understand.
Turning away from him was never my plan.

(this poem is not too good... but lately I have been feeling not so good...:(, I just miss my last love....Baey)