Eternal Scars

The yelling and the arguing.
The fighting and the screaming.
It's always been like this.
Why don't you stop?
I feel so alone yet surrounded by people.
If it weren't for him I would go crazy.
You think I'm lazy.
Inadequate and crazy.
Don't you ever see?
I can't be what you want me to be.
You smother me in protection,
not love and affection.
It scars me deep, everytime you make me weep.
You don't even know
because I won't let it show.