I Need To Shout

Soaked pillow,
From the amount of tears I cried.
Aching within,
Because of the issues in my life.
Screaming silently,
Praying that someone out there will hear.
Thoughts floating,
It’s become harder to overcome my fears.
Looking above,
Wondering if soon I will be okay.
Holding on,
Looking forward to a better brighter day.
Uncontrollable frown,
Constantly trying to force a smile out.
Going crazy,
Staying quiet when I need to shout….