Dear Daddy

Screaming and yelling
Your not there
My cries drift away
Forever moving
Never to be heard by ears
Only to be absorb into the vast nothingness that exist in nightmares

For u listening is a game
The longer u ignore me the more u win
Why is it so funny for you
To know i suffer

Teddy bears, lollipops,and cute little dresses
Is all I will ever be to you
Young and Innocent
Without a care
Hop-scotch and monkey bars
A blank mind with no understanding of "life" and what it "really" is
The little kid who "just doesn't know"

Well open your eyes
Come intact with your senses
I'm growing up
I have dreams,ambition,knowledge, and ingenuity.
I'm more then you'll ever be

I may not have a car, money, of a job
But thats OK because I am a good person
With strong heart, and
You will never know what thats like
Your little game has a new twist
You can never win
For I know I am grater
And you are just a small fraction of my greatness

Now don't u wish u heard what i was saying?