Those drugs

Happiness fulfilled me
my life was simply great
shadows fell around me
a black veil i did drape

sadness did come slowly
but it sure did come
optimism faded
soon i did feel glum

sadness had no reason
so why did it come
was it those pills i was taking
i took them one by one

i don't know why i did it
but i made that final cut
all doors that were open
suddenly slammed shut

i watched color fade to darkness
and saw that bright white light
i was drawn to it slowly
for my life i stopped the fight

all questions were not answered
now i finally know
what caused my depression
what forced me to let go

my life was great
i couldn't see
blinded by those drugs
my voice of reason was blocked out
my ears seemed full of plugs

those drugs only helped me
to pick up the knife
those drugs didn't help me
they gradually took my life

*hey ppls i herd on the news that acne tablets could cause depression and a girl committed suicide from it and thats what inspired this poem i wrote it from the girls point of view*