Wanting to be, me!

Beneath my flawless complexion.
I lay shivering on the ground.
Praying for some solitude.
- That someday i will be found.

After i tell you "I'm fine"
I will walk away in pain.
Knowing i have lied to myself.
- Is driving me insane.

I want to tell you truthfully.
Why i feel so down.
But after years of pounding fists.
- My face is plastered with this frown.

So while i scream in silence.
Please don't try to help.
The mess i'm in is my fault.
- And i will get out of it myself.

Because beyond my shattered eyes.
I am dying to be free.
And although it may seem stupid.
- I just want to be, me!

+I don't know where to put this ... It is weird but oh well+