Betrayal

I can't remember what i said to you
It had something to do
With how i feel
How i trust you
How i need you
And how you're my only freind

Sometimes I don't feel real
Like I'm in an imaginary place
Filled with lost curious faces
It was such a waste
The time I spent with you

You could never go deeper
I thought for sure
This strategy was a keeper

Satisfy, you could not
Make me bleed, you did not
And I tried so hard
To conquer the retard
State of mind

It hurts so bad, I want to cry
Each scar on my arm, told a lie
I said I tripped, stumbled or fell
But they were all stories I couldn't tell
You weren't my best friend
Becasue somehow
You brought me to the end

The end of life
End of trust
End of everything you ever lust
End of strife

The razor slipped
My skin, it ripped
And there I lay dead
In the increasing flood of blood in my bed