Self

My voice is gone
My words are choked
My life is short
My anger stoked

The hurt that built inside
Is tearing open lies
That held me down so fast
It's me I truly despise

My wisdom dies
My demons rejoice
My friends all laugh
My wrath, a choice

The pain that built inside
From me, myself, and I
Burns in my very soul
Because forgiveness I didn't try

My silence killed
My joy now fades
My wrath building
My life of shades

The wrath that built inside
Is not from enemy or friend
But from me, myself, and I
For I, myself, I can not mend

My trust leaves
My world destroyed
My life in shambles
My self deployed

The frustration that built inside
Now tearing me apart
I hate myself
I've nothing more to start

My sorrow building
My self I hate
My love I've lost
My destiny awaits