Doubt's Shatterproof Boulder

I want your help
But I don’t know how to let you know
I realize you’re here for me
But I still put on this foolish show

Why do I push you away?
Why must I hide my face?
When all I truly want,
Is to accept your embrace

You are always there for me
This I know
You would never judge me
But still I can’t let go

No one has ever been there for me
So I have trouble with trust
You want to help me
And I know my doubt is unjust

I want to run to you
And bury my face in your shoulder
But I can’t break through this:
Doubt’s shatterproof boulder