Just because i Lied

So angry it hurts to cry,
So depressed I wonder why,
I cut deep to relieve myself,
But blood just isn't enough,

I read your poems,
I’ve felt all your pain and tears,
But as I read the last,
I broke down in tears,

I never though I could be so mean,
Such a b***h to the one I love,
I’m the luckiest girl ever,
Not to been given the shove,

I can't afford to make another mistake,
I can't afford to raise the stakes,
I’m blessed by an angel not to be tossed aside,
I have a sin upon me just because I lied.

©Samantha Jayne Reed
Wrote on 3rdApril, 2005