My promblems.. the cause of my anger

Trying to suppress the rage
That’s always burning inside
How do we stay together?
With my anger and your lies

How do we make it threw?
How do we see another day?
When tomorrow seems the same
As yesterdays Grey

With all the arguments
Screams and shouts
It’s a wonder to me
Why you’re still about

So let’s talk about your ‘dilemma’
As we always do
I keep my problems to myself
Well we constantly talk about you

I don't want to burden you
With the fact I’m not OK
unfortunately I cant hide my anger
I let it out on you everyday

Sometimes I put on a fake smile
But you see its ok for you
Unlike me who hides
You have someone to talk too

Because I’m always here
Hoping your fine
So if you've no problems
Lets talk about mine

I never see my father
All because he lied!
I always miss my granddad so much
I was only 6 when he died

I’m struggling in school
I just can’t cope with the work
As for my old close friend
He’s turned into a jerk

I've no one to talk to
No one to understand
And I’m constantly trying to give others
A gentle helping hand

I carry the worries of others
They really way me down
Their lives are in my hands
And I’m about to hit the ground

I live with someone I don't like
my mum is never there
My sister is a b****
And my bf doesn’t care!

Now these are just a few of my problems
Yet they bother me every day
So when you say are you all right
Well no I’m not OK

I never know when you’re lying
So I don't know when to trust you
So when you say you love me
I’m not sure if you do

I don’t know if you come down
Just to see me
Or to get away from your problems
And your family

Or is it you want some pleasure
Tired of doing it yourself?
It’s not about the love
It’s about you needing ‘help’

You never really listen or understand
I've tried to tell you before
But it became pointless
So I don’t bother anymore

So youre wondering why I’m angry
You don’t know how much I cry
Well I’m just hoping now
You know the reasons why

But don’t worry about me
I’m sure I’ll be fine
Lets talk about your problems
I’m sure there worse than mine