Quick feeling ©

I never thought I'd feel so broken,
So affected by the heat,
I've gone and almost fallen,
As cold blade and warm skin meet.

Do u wonder what it feels like?
would you like me to explain?
Its an obsession i cannot fight,
Its a way to deal with pain.

Its a feeling of protection,
As the bandage wraps around,
In the mirror, theres no reflection,
My ears don't hear a sound.

A strong feeling of control,
When nothing else is going right,
sin is pouring out my soul,
I know its wrong, it feels so right.

Its an obsession for only me,
Don't even try and understand,
From the pain, I'll never be free,
My cry can't reach your hand.