My self esteem was shot down
I'll never see it again, it's gone now
I should be choking on tears, but somehow
I've blocked it all out, how'd you feel now?
I won't deny it, I've been to hell and back again.
Instead of crying, I'm spilling my heart out through this pen.
Why the hell can't i get you outta my head?
It's a never ending cycle that won't end until I'm dead.
Shall i list all the reasons why i hate you to bits?
I would but the papers to small, it won't fit
But the last one on the list, the one i hate to do
Is how i can never hate you, cos I'm still in love with you!
(Definitely not one of my best poems, it was one i wrote while i was waiting for the bus. Lol. Comment/vote if you can. Thank you xx)
