Broken

My eyes tell a story
That my mouth can't say
They speak the truth
In so many ways

They tell of nights
That I sat and cried
The tears of a girl
On the nights that she died

He was strong
I was weak
He was wrong
I couldn't speak

As I said no
He wouldn't hear
As I said no
He covered his ear

He took my innocence within his fist
Over and again, I just couldn't win
Pinned down by my wrists
Bleeding from the outside in

I was just a child and it just wasn't right
That I lived 100 years each one of those nights

I was broken those nights
My smiles were gone
Down a dark hall
This tunnel's too long

I felt broken
I felt small
I felt the silence
And now I never feel at all

No one knows
Because if they did they'd just stare
At a broken girl
And the secret she wears

I never love and I never wish
I never cry and I never feel
Because I'm broken now and this wound just won't heal

I'm broken now
I can never be fixed
My pieces are scattered
And So many years later this hell still exists

I look back on those nights and I make a wish
I wish he'd killed me at night
So I wouldn't live a life broken like this