My awaited rebirth

A new day rises
A beautiful new sun
The calender gets turned over
That month is now done

maybe today will be the start of something new
Maybe I'll see things differently and wont think of you
Maybe I'll be content and won't need your love
Maybe the sky will open up and I'll get struck from above
Maybe hell will freeze over and heaven will be on earth
Maybe today will be the start of me, my awaited rebirth.

but maybe it wont
maybe today will be like every other
I'll still think of you as much and you'll never bother.
I'll never be content I'll never let my feelings slide
The sky will shine as usual I'll have no darkness where I can hide.
Hell will stay as hot as ever and heaven will still be an unreachable goal
Unless I pull my self together I'm going to keep falling into this never ending black-hole.

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