The First Time

Pain Precisely Gaining
Hurt Has Hit And Struck
Suicidal Feelings
Wanting To Give Up

Screaming Internally
No Where For This Pain To Go
I Looked Upon My Wrist
An Idea Was Then A Glow

I Picked Up a Razor
Not Quite Sure What To Do
I Placed It Upon My Skin
Till The Steal Had Sinked In Through

Like a Leaking Faucet
Gradually It Spilled Like a Spout
And That Little Painful Pleasure
Leaked Its Way Clear Out

I Repeated This Step
Until I Had Enough
For This Was The First Time
I Ever Had To Cut