Blue Hatred

Remember when this began?
When we'd talk for hours on end
When my lover was my best friend
Before all of it came to end

Remember when you loved me?
Or was that truly ever real
When you'd talk me into anything
And I was too in love to feel

Remember when you hurt me?
When you tore my soul in two
When you told me I was worthless
That I was nothing to you

Remember how it killed me?
Through another screaming fight
I cried for what you called me
As I reached out for the knife

Remember how you finally cried?
When my blood shattered the floor
The man I fell in love with had died
From that blue hatred in your eyes

Remember how you followed me?
When you realized what you'd done
You began to cry over the knife
At the cold creature you'd become

Remember how I looked that night?
As my body laid still and cold
The bruises faded from your fists
And lost this burned and battered soul

~~This is for my ex... but I don't know how I thought of it.~~