Rumors

I usually don't believe everything I hear
But that day I did, because I was right there
You did something bad
That I probably won't forget
But one thing I do regret
That I didn't talk
I tried to cool down and go for a walk
When I did that you did something more
When I heard I almost fell to the floor
I didn’t think this is something you would do
I couldn't believe I had trusted you
I told you all my secrets
In return I kept all of yours
I told you everything I had to tell
You were the only one that truly understood
Through all this I tried to be tough
When you said sorry, it just wasn't enough
You caused so much pain and tears
Before that day I didn't have any bad thoughts or fears
After what you did all I could think about was "Why would she do that"
Or "What’s going to happen?"
And the only fear I had was loosing a friend like you
And I almost made that fear come true
But after you said all that stuff
I knew it was just enough
Then I realized you shouldn't apologize
It should be me
I got caught up in this thing called jealousy
I knew you could have him
But I never could
I want things to be the same
But they probably never will
I'm not saying what you did wasn't bad
Because it hurt me and made me really mad
I hope nothing like this ever happens again
But no matter what I'll remember you as my best friend.

**This is a really bad poem but I only wanted to get the point across. If you don't mind, can you vote and comment and tell me what you really think. Thanks**