Crawling

You cut me to pieces,
And pretend i won't bleed,
But it's just another illusion,
A false hope i choose to believe.

Fighting to stay hidden,
Drowning beneath your feet,
Just another silent tear,
That intentionally you delete.

Suffocating in the life,
You selfishly made me lead,
I was locked away for trying,
Because i didn't want you to leave.

Crawling on my hands and knees,
To stay within your view,
Just another worthless 'sorry',
Another forgotten "I love you"

Bruises lace my torn heart,
"I'm alright" i do pretend,
But words i try to bury,
Will never, ever mend.

You don't even realize,
That my heart fails to beat,
For only you can save me,
But you've left me at your feet.

So thanks for finally killing,
All the hope i had left inside,
I applaud you for deceiving,
Then covering up those dirty lies.

But please don't leave me torn,
Could you fix my broken heart to?
'Cause if love means trusting a liar,
I'd rather that liar was you.

[Not my best ...//]