It Hurts To Know...

It hurt so much to listen
Even more to force a smile
It hurt so much to realize
That to you I’m not worth while
Always the best of friends
It was our vow from long ago
But it hurts so much to know things
That I never wished to know
You came to me excitedly
Talking about the new girl you found
You even brought her to me
But the pain blocked out my sound
I forced a smile on my face
And faked a nice impression
Yes she is pretty, what you deserve
Yet you’ll always be my obsession
In my heart you are still there
As you walk with her hand in hand
If you ever need anything I will be here
Because I will always understand
Although from this moment
You are distant, too far away
I will always be waiting here
For any words you want to say
So take her into your arms
Kiss her passionately like I dream
As long as you are happy, I am
Though my tears may make a stream
For I will never leave you hurt
Though you will always make me cry
When she leaves you broken
And you need help, I promise I will try
My vow was never broken down
Although you don’t love me anymore
I promise I will wait an eternity
For you to walk back into my door…