Crazy

I'm so confused
Crazy as it may seem
I'm in need of a love to redeem
I'm left with so many decisions
Afraid I will make a mistake and lose precision
I don't want to be ms.perfect as my parents want me to be
I wanna live without cares and precautions and just be free
I need to be a outstanding student with A's
and find an Ivy league college in which i shall stay
Crazy huh
So much pressure
To much for me to measure
So summers here
I wanna be carefree
Meet a cute guy and breathe
Thinking I'm on the brink of insanity
Someone pray for me
I need focus
Cause my life is so bogus
Give me some direction
Someone who is capable of giving me affection
Someone to grab my attention
Take me away from college searches and such alike
So this summer I'm going crazy
Mind minds going out to sea
Won't you come with me