Bright Red Color

One night, as I was lai\ying down in bed, I began to wonder " when can I get away from the bright red color? "
It cam upon so quickly then it finally slowed down,
I admired how it seemed to go on forever, the bright red color
Then i felt pain and realized this has given me no gain, I tried to run away but I could never leave the door
I felt that someone far away was battling with me in an unknown war all because of the bright red color
Right then I noticed " i must be insane " I am always thinking about that same bright red color,
All for a few, silly, mistakes I am devoted to torturing and punishing myself.
Unfortunately, I ponder over this torturous object every single night!
Who is to blame for the bright red color?
Who is the one to have all of the shame?
Why, you and I of course you silly little fool!
So one more night has passed and I am still in shock...
What is this bright red color?
DOES ANYBODY KNOW?
-Rachel Corr

*it is kind of strange but it has been on my mind for so long that I had to get it out somehow... comment please?!?!