Split Personality

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What the Fk is making you sad?
Theres nothing in your life that is that bad..
You have no right to scream or cry
So why on earth do you pray to die?

Hey, I don't always pray for death
sometimes I do think of taken my last breath
But I have been through some bad shit
I have a right to scream it helps me through it

Have you not seen other people loose control?
They take more than you and still remain whole
So why do you break under the slightest strain?
Why does your happy life cause you this pain?

It cause me pain because it makes me loose hope
I cant find a normal way, like everyone else to cope.
But I am remaining whole I'm making myself sane
If I couldn't do this I'd be living with more pain

Come on pull yourself together, be strong
Any problems you have wont stay for long
Come on girl get a f-ing grip on this
Your a teenager, but there's so much you've missed

Yeah I know I started growing up to fast
But everything I've done is just left in the past
It's all experience, somethings do drive me crazy
but I've lived through pain, and thats whats made me

My split personality splits me in two
But one day it'll merge and I'll see what is true
Which side had the most right to speak out
And which side I need to forget all about