Thankyou

I thought I had things under control,
I'm sorry for what I've put you through,
I never should have told you everything that was ever said.
But you've got to know one thing, and it's that sooner or later I'll wind up dead.

Hugs can make everything better,
But is there anything left for you to hug?
Are you sure your arms aren't wrapped around thin air?
Wishing for a presence that's not even there.

I've tried. Believe me I've gone through hell,
But there's nothing left for me to give,
There's no other road for me to take.
This is my decision, it's mine to make.

And when I go forever and vanish without a trace,
Wherever I am, I'll never forget that smile upon your face,
That smile that kept me going, that smile that helped me through,
If there's one thing to be said, I have to say thank you.

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You'll know who you are. I'm so sorry for everything, I wish it wasn't gonna be this way. But I'm too far in and now it's just gotta be said.