Can't Break This Pain

The clock is ticking and my heart beats fast
Blood is staining it; I don’t think I will last
The tears are flowing, my mind is so insane
I want to run yet I still can’t break this pain

Please someone help me, I’m out of control
My heart is leaking through this open hole
My body is wasted; I feel so down the drain
I want to run yet I still can’t break this pain

Each night I pray to become something else
So sick of exchanging these lies with myself
The blood still flows through in every vein
I want to run yet I still can’t break this pain

The world is speaking and yet I cannot hear
Because now awakened was my biggest fear
It is a feeling that alone I still cannot explain
I want to run yet I still can’t break this pain

My heart feels broken, deep down so am I
I sold my soul and innocence to another guy
Why do I keep making mistakes over again?
I want to run yet I still can’t break this pain

I stumble upon words that I still long to say
Nothing ever was, or will ever go my way
Every single time I fall down the wrong lane
I want to run yet I still can’t break this pain

Why am I like this, I feel I’m the only one
I can’t see daylight, darkness blocks my sun
It’s a feeling I live with so I can’t complain
I want to run yet I still can’t break this pain

God help me, I am blocked out from all light
Give me the power to go into peaceful flight
Take me far too where nothing would remain
I want to run yet I still can’t break this pain

The clock is ticking and my heart beats fast
Blood is staining it; I don’t think I will last
The tears are flowing, my mind is so insane
I want to run yet I still can’t break this pain

Please someone help me, I’m out of control
My heart is leaking through this open hole
My body is wasted; I feel so down the drain
I want to run yet I still can’t break this pain