A life not worth living

Waking in the morning
staring at the ceiling
grimacing as i think
of what the day might bring

having to do this
had planned to do that
so much that should be done
but i wish to stay asleep

doing things i don't want to do
always wanting to quit
my life is full of meaningless s**t
that isn't worth my time

i hate to see the sunrise
and hear the birds chirping
when morning breaks
i must paste on a smile
...and live the life i hate