I LOVE YOU but

I LOVE YOU BUT..

I am so confused and I really
need to tell you, it�s really
going to hurt me and I hope
it doesn�t hurt you but this is
something I think you should
know, you have me fighting
my self you have me hating
my self I don�t know what to
do so I am tell you what I am
feeling and how blue I am ,
see I love you so much I never
loved some one as much as I
love you, your everything to
me and I know in my heart I
do anything for you all you
have to do is ask, my heart
really does belong to you, but
I am unhappy, unhappy as
can be because you not with
me and I am not with you and
I kinda have this feeling you
found some one new, and I cant
keep going like this, you said
you loved me and I thought it to
be true but if you really love me
you would have found a way you
would have fought for me not let me
go, but it�s ok I don�t blame you I
guess the love you had was never
really true. Because my heart is all
black and blue all because of you,
you said you never leave me here
alone but I must be because all I am
doing is missing you, see my heart
is feeling something and I not sure
what to do, the love I have for you
is really true When I said �I LOVE YOU�
it was not a lie I cant believe your
gone and my heart is aching and I
don�t what to think about you with
some one else but my heart is telling me
That your moving on and leaving me
behind and all I want to do is cry because
I want to be with you and I am not sure
that what you want you seem to move
on so fast, I just don't know what to do
My heart is burning, part of me wants
To wait for you but the other side is
Telling me to move on because of what
You did to me, I am just so unhappy
And it�s all because of you,

~Ashleigh~

This poem I put my whole heart in to it I know it�s not that good but I put my heart in this poem like this is what is going on in my heart right now and had been for some time.

This poem is to my ex who I love with everything I am, but for some reason I believe he has moved on which make me think that he�s love was never really love, I do believe he loved me but it much have not been enough, and if he reads this I want him to know that I did not make this poem to hurt him because that�s the last thing I want to do I just need to get this out in the open because it's eating away at me. but I also what him to know
If he did find some one new it�s ok and that I hope he is happy, and I hope that he still want to be my friend.

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