I Won't Be There

You can say u love me
And that u really care
But words don’t mean anything
If you’re never really there...

cause you say how much u need me
When some other girl knocks you down
You don’t really care for me
You just need me hanging around

And I hate to be your fall back girl
Because I really do care for you
But I just can keep living like this
Not after all you put me through

Not after all the lies you told
And all the tears you made me cry
Not after all the nights I waited...
When you promised you’d come by

And I know im gonna hate myself
After I walk away
But eventually ill be happy
That I didn’t let you stay

Because its not like u were really there
Or ever really stopped by
So yes leaving you is making me sad
.. But Im not gonna cry

So next time you need me
And want to pretend you really care
Don’t come knocking on my door...
Because I won’t be there