This Hurt

I just wish that someone,
Would push me over the edge.
So that i could go through with it.
So that I could fill my hand with them.
So that I could pop them in my mouth,
And swallow.

I just want to curl up,
Cry my heart out and die.
I have nothing left,
Everything is leaving me.
My heart has been ripped from my body.
My spirit has been stolen.
And my happiness has disapeared from me.

I just wish that someone,
Would push me over the edge.
So that i could go through with it.
So that I could fill my hand with them.
So that I could pop them in my mouth,
And swallow.

He's not here anymore,
At all.
We can't be together because of them.
We can't see each other,
Like we used to.
We can't hold each other,
And make things feel better.

I just wish that someone,
Would push me over the edge.
So that i could go through with it.
So that I could fill my hand with them.
So that I could pop them in my mouth,
And swallow.

I need him here to hold and hug.
To feel his arms,
Around me in a tight embrace.
To hear him whisper,
Sweet nothings in my ear.
To run my hands through his hair,
And tell him I love him.

I just wish that someone,
Would push me over the edge.
So that i could go through with it.
So that I could fill my hand with them.
So that I could pop them in my mouth,
And swallow.

I need him but can't have him.
And it hurts more than,
I ever thought it could.
I just want him,
That's all,
Have him by my side.
But I can't and it's tearing me apart.

I just wish that someone,
Would push me over the edge.
So that i could go through with it.
So that I could fill my hand with them.
So that I could pop them in my mouth,
And swallow.